Current location:	home, where the hell else would I be
Current mood:	and kinda sad too
Current music:	The Black Crowes - Wyoming And Me

I cant see the future, no way to say
so its been a while, pc broke down and just got fixed. starting to see cracks in the armor. working retail is one of the most interesting opprotunities to examine people, its never short of entertaining thrills. I love how people freak out in their own personal ways when I check a $20 bill. or when people randomly walk away in the middle of being checked out or waiting to sign their reciept, or take 5 minutes to realize they actually need to sign when using a credit card. then theres the people who ask the most assanine of questions. now, lets exmamine this for a second. the store is a wine and liquor store, much more on the wine side. but I've been asked if we stock...ice, regular (bottled) water, olive oil, chapstick, and cigarettes. now granted, sure these things in theory could sell well in a whie shop, since they are some of the staples of modern living, but lets think about this critically for a second. where in "Wine & Liquor Company" does it at all imply any of these said things? I've come to learn I enjoy the struggle of wanting something more then actually having it. the necessity of having a void to fill is so much more fulfilling then knowing whats it like to actually have that void filled. in love with the idea of loving something, as opposed to actually loving it. cant wait for pearl jam and my morning jacket. been listening to a lot of MMJ lately, especially At Dawn. such brilliant stuff, cant wait, I think I'm almost more excited to see them then pearl jam. and yes...its happening again...Black Crowes in july. dont even need to say a thing, just looking forward to it. contemplating buying a 2nd hand radiohead ticket. so badly want to see them in a tiny venue testing out new material, but its going to cost about $200, and i dont know if at this point and time i can justify doing that, but we'll see. i haven't taken any vacations, so maybe I can convince myself thats essentially a vacation?